okay so i'm sitting here at my computer desk chillin.
Know what i've realized lately.. Life isn't about me.
Life is about glorifying God in everything i do, making His name famous among the nations, not my own. It not about what people will remember about me when i die, its about what people will remember about Him.
i guess its just hard trusting in something i cant see even when i feel it. i mean for real.. its hard for me to trust someone i do see...
honestly i strive to be his masterpiece. its just hard when the world around me is so. just not. you know i really just wish i could just start over with everyone, you know start in a new place where no body knows who i am, cause it would be so much easier to be... idk.. me there. but i mean i dont have the luxery to run away, and even if i did thats not what God has asked us to do, he asks us to make his name Famous is every situation were in. we need to strive to make christ known where we are right now... no matter what.
